Monday, October 29, 2012
Spooky Pod Club : Anything Ghost
This week's podcast comes from a show I'd never heard of until Jill chose it for this week (that's my subtle way of saying blame her if it's too creepy!). The Anything Ghost Show looks like it could be the perfect aural outing for us in honor of one of my favorite times of year.
Anything Ghost Story: Episode #164
Join my lovely Pod Club girls and I as we listen and report every week. Just Jill and Soft Spiral are the best. Check them out all the time not just for Pod Club.
Friday, October 26, 2012
Pod Club : Getting Away With It
I remember the first time I lied. Our church was having a harvest party of some sort (a way of getting the kids away from "Halloween"). A new game was set up for us that involved hanging giant marshmallows from the ceiling and letting the kids compete with hands behind their backs attempting to get one of those yummy treats eaten before anyone else. Everyone wins right? You'd think a well behaved little girl could wait until "Ready Set Go" but you don't know this little girl. She wasn't allowed sugar at home. She looked at that marshmallow in front of her face and couldn't resist trying to take a nibble. Immediately some other kid tattled and the adult in charge asked "Rachael, did you put the marshmallow in your mouth?" and I was so mortified I said "No?". Immediately, a shame washed over me that I knew right then I never ever wanted to feel again. I was called out on my lie by everyone there and told I couldn't play the game. I was only six or seven years old but I can clearly see the view as I stood with my back to the room, looking out the paned glass just crying my eyes out in horror at myself. I can honestly say I have tried ever since to never lie. Looking back, I'm actually glad I didn't get away with it because what would I be today if I'd learned early on that I could mislead other people to get what I want?
I'm in no way saying I never lie. "Little white lies" my mother called them. Remember the movie "Liar Liar"? Proof that if any of us told the absolute truth all the time we would be outcasts. I'm just like everyone else in that regard. I might keep someone happy with a little white lie or I may just lie by omission. The thing is, we know everyone is doing this and we come to expect it! When you ask if someone likes your new haircut do you really want them to say no? Aren't we horrified when someone IS brutally honest? We learn this growing up and it's possibly what leads people to bigger acts of dishonestly. That whole problem of where to draw the line especially if the line is easy to move.
So what would you do if you knew you would get away with it? How far would you go?
I hope you guys enjoyed this episode as much as I did. The stories were thoroughly entertaining and it was just what I needed this week. It made me think about what happens in our world every single day without making me depressed about it. This American Life remains at the top of my list of podcast favorites. If I could produce my own podcast, I'd want it to grow up to be just like this one...and I maybe would try to sound just like Ira Glass.
Until next week...Pod Club put your thinking caps on for a new podcast. I've been on the hunt and we may have fresh meat soon. If anyone out there in internet land is reading this and not saying anything please join in! Leah and Jill and I would love to include anyone and everyone in our weekly podcast adventures.
Wednesday, October 24, 2012
Dear Diary 12/7/1990
| Confessions of a dramatic 10 year old. |
Grandpa's coming tomarrow. And Aunties baby is due tomarrow. I hate Leah. And I hate it when dad gives me long talks. Last night I went with Jessica to Aladdin the play it was really good. Jessica likes Bob too I hope she stops liking him. Mom is sick so she cant be around Auntie probably not during labor. Mom just told me Angel, Aleesha, and Amber are going to school with us after christmas vacation. by. "
First I'd like to say that I no longer hate Leah, I adore her more than anything. She put up with so much as the youngest of four. Sorry Leah!! Also, this is the last entry from my very first little diary. This was all written in a tiny little memo pad but I was the lucky recipient of a brand new official diary with a lock on it for Christmas that year. Get ready for 1991!
Tuesday, October 23, 2012
Something Wicked This Way
The minute I pedaled up to the gate, the light changed. The sky turned it's back and left me alone to make my way up the path. I had no idea what I would find here. The old zoo ruins, in addition to all of Griffith Park, are said to be haunted by ghosts and undefinable creatures. I went anyway.
A small Chapel met me on the central lawn. The cloaked parishioners were silent in a prayer I never want to hear.
I should have turned then. I should have gotten on my bicycle and ridden the five miles home. Instead, I was pulled further up the path where another robed group lured me into their strange circle.
Behind them, in the darkness, I found a set of stairs. The bars kept me from seeking what awaited at the top or I surely would have gone. I no longer had any control over my curiosity.
Further I walked. Innocent stalks of corn whispered only slightly as I passed.
What had been contained in this place? What terrified creatures had looked out from these cages and barred confines? I felt their endless pacing, their pitiful cries at night.
Still higher I climbed.
Small trails led off into the forest but I did not go. My senses slowly began to make their return. I wanted to run but couldn't make my feet answer my cry for speed. Time stood still. Once I returned to my bike, walking it silently down the dirt road away from all that I'd seen, I could only think one thing.
I must come back.
Monday, October 22, 2012
Pod Club : This American Life
This week the Pod Club pick comes from the one that started it all (for me at least). This American Life was the gateway drug into my full blown podcast addiction. This is the only kind of drug I can promote without guilt. Let's all enjoy this new episode and meet back here on Friday to talk about it.
"Stories of people breaking the rules fully, completely and with no bad consequences. Some justify this by saying they’re doing it for others, or for a greater good. Some really don’t care. And, unlike the mealy weaklings you usually hear on this program: None of these wrongdoers seem regretful about what they’ve done in the slightest."
Pod Club is a weekly meeting of ears and the brains between those ears. We choose a podcast on Monday and write about it on Friday. Check out my co club members Just Jill and Soft Spiral.
Sunday, October 21, 2012
Talking to Myself Again
Do you ever wish you could go back in time and tell the younger you a few things about life? You may have noticed a book or two filled with people writing letters to their young selves. What good does that do? We can't travel back in time and take ourselves up on that advice! Wouldn't it make more sense to write our current selves a letter from the future? I'm not talking about actual time travel (when I get that machine working I'll let you know). What would the older and wiser you say to the you of today?
Dear Rachael,
Today is your birthday. I remember this one well. You've just gotten home from a sunset walk and started thinking about how much you've learned in your thirty three years and how much more you want to grow. Keep ahold of this feeling of growing and becoming. Be gentle with yourself and compassionate to everyone you meet. I won't give away any of the good bits, but your life will be so full. You'll encounter difficult situations, people and events but you have everything you need right there inside of you. Don't be afraid. Fear will only lie to you. Wondrous things are waiting. Keep your eyes clear and your heart open. Soak up every single moment to get you through the harder times. People will come and go as they should. Don't hold on too tightly and don't push too hard. Just be yourself. Live inside every day as if it's all there is, because it is.
Happy Birthday,
Your Future Self
Saturday, October 20, 2012
A Beautiful World
“Go placidly amid the noise and the haste, and remember what peace there may be in silence. As far as possible without surrender, be on good terms with all persons. Speak your truth quietly and clearly, and listen to others, even the dull and ignorant; they too have their story. Be yourself. Especially do not feign affection. Neither be cynical about love – for in the face of all aridity and disenchantment is it perennial as the grass. Take kindly the counsel of the years, gracefully surrendering the things of youth. Nurture strength of spirit to shield you from misfortune. But do not distress yourself with imaginings. Many fears are born of fatigue and loneliness. Beyond a wholesome discipline, be gentle with yourself. You are a child of the universe no less than the trees and the stars; you have a right to be here. And whether or not it is clear to you, no doubt the universe is unfolding as it should. Therefore be at peace with God, whatever you conceive Him to be, and whatever your labours and aspirations, in the noisy confusion of life keep peace with your soul. With all its sham, drudgery and broken dreams, it is still a beautiful world.”
― Max Ehrmann, Desiderata: A Poem for a Way of Life
This is worth memorizing. Say it over and over to yourself until it finally seeps into the last hidden cell of your being. Recite it quietly during difficult and wondrous moments. Go back to it when you're tired and hopeless. Remember that you are a child of the universe. Keep peace with your soul.
(Thanks to my wonderful sister for sending this to me this morning)
We are a Living Social Experiment
Lately I've been personally overwhelmed with information about our world and many of the things wrong with it. So much of my life has been spent not looking behind the proverbial curtain. I go along with the herd of humanity and live the way America lives. It's easier not to know what goes into our food, what we're doing to the air we need to breath, who is hurt when we make certain purchases...
The social experiments that have been done, such as the Stanford Prison Experiment, may mean nothing to us, but they should mean everything.
We are a living social experiment.
Think about it.
I'm late posting this because I started over way too many times yesterday and finally gave up and read Leah and Jill's responses. I knew Leah would have more to say about Sleep No More since she was lucky enough to see it this year and I had a feeling Jill would talk about whether or not to follow rules and I even had a hunch she'd mention Germany and I was right (No, I'm not a mind reader I just know Jill and I read the same book recently and probably made the same connection). Please do yourself a favor and read these two insightful posts.
If you havn't listened to this podcast yet you can find it here: Fear Thy Nature
Pod Club will be back next week for more earmazing adventures. Join us by letting us know what you think either on our blogs or your very own!
Wednesday, October 17, 2012
Today in History
Tuesday, October 16, 2012
Dear Diary 10/7/1990
| MY OLD DIARY 1990 - almost 10 years old. |
"Dear Diary,
today Toni got married. It was so exciting. I almost cried. in the middle of it adreanna Bobbys baby went pee and her diaper leeked onto my skirt. I had to go and wash it off. I almost didn't pass out birdseed because LL was going to cause that mean Heather Lady told her to afterwards we had a flat and we were almost out of gas and we left Bobby and her boyfriend and David at the church. David is like Steve he kept pulling my hair so I'd pull his back. Now which is 6:41 they are coming over I'm not sure who all is coming. Well, bye.
Rachael"
Okay so I must chime in here and say that I was ONLY nine years old okay? I promise I eventually got the hang of punctuation and spelling. Now, which is 1:43, I'm going to laugh at my immaturity and go ride my bike really fast down a hill. Because that's what almost 33 year old kids do.
Well, bye.
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